Fahira Azzahrah's

Hello, My name is Fahira Azzahrah Suaib. You can call me Fahira. I come from Makassar. Honestly, choosing to study at Dwiwarna is such a big decision for me. Far from home, family, and friends. Sometimes, I regret my decision because I really miss my friends and family. But I need to prove that I can stand in my own feet and chase my dream.

I was really sad that I can only come home every 3 months. Luckily, all my friends are unproblematic. My friends in Makassar and in Dwiwarna are very mature.

One thing about me is I'm really bad at taking decisions. It takes me a very long time to decide yet not satisfied with my own decision. Now, I'm in a dilemma. Whether I should stay in Science Major or move to Social Major. Whether I should study abroad or come home to Makassar. Whether I should be a doctor or Diploma. And many others.

Sometimes, I spend my time alone in my bedroom just to figure out what I really want. I can do this all day long. While pampering myself, watching movies, or doing my task. Overthinking is my middle name.

I studied English since elementary school. My Elemantary school was using Cambridge Curriculum. So, English is our daily language. On Junior High School, We didn't study English a lot. So my parents decide to enroll me at English First. I have a plan to study abroad so I want to take the TOEFL test. 

For university, I really hope I can be a doctor. But I want to study abroad too. I hope I can choose the best decision because my parents have a really high expectation on me. Because my brother enter Universitas Indonesia. I hope I can enter the same university as my brother. 

Thank you for your time you give to read my dilemma :)